livingonsweets

girlfriends

2010-04-25T00:15:00.023+08:00

what we have is more than fun, we actually share this magical thing called LOVE ♥

the crazy, daring one with the sexy bones and an arty-farty gift.

the kind, easy-going one with the brain that is quite useless sometimes.

the cute, delusional one with the toufu skin and natural pink cheeks.

the vain, whinny yong tau fu girl with all the hokkien vulgarities.

the blur, tom boyish nun-to-be who goes all natural and still looks good.

the one with the funny voice and the biggest craving for cute boys.

the loud, petty one with mumblings that we learnt to turn a deaf ear to.

like i always say, i'm one blessed kid =)

PS: I LOVE U TOO JOSEPHINE ERH, NATALIE, CARINE, ANNAWAR, SHINY, DEBBY!

spirits overload

2010-04-24T17:40:00.002+08:00

the higher the hopes are pinned, the greater the fall will be. fact.

but the problem with me is that i always manage to make myself see a way to my targets. with the things i really want, i don't know when to give up sometimes.

in this case, i am willing to take the risk of suffering an heartache. i want to at least have no regrets knowing that i've tried. =)

ready for school

2010-04-18T13:40:00.004+08:00

this was a very occupied time-off from school that flashed past slow enough for me to do what i felt needed to be done and fast enough for me to not have any spare time to waste. fruitful.

now i'm all ready for school!

space cat

2010-04-14T17:15:00.001+08:00

gift from Hayden, meow!

good mornight

2010-04-11T16:03:00.001+08:00

now it seems like 2am is too early to shut down and get myself charged. school is starting and i'm in trouble! maybe i should pick a cute nickname for myself now, just to be prepared. how does oversleeping panda sounds?

pretty blinks

2010-04-08T23:42:00.004+08:00

drastic effects, the best mascara ever. period.

morning cheeries

2010-04-05T18:50:00.006+08:00

if i have to make a choice, i'd choose to be speech impaired. i still want to my sight so that i can be fascinated by everything beautiful. i want my hearing so i can listen to the melody of joy. i want my limps so i can feel the freedom of my soul.

focus on the positive side. this planet and everything on it are just too amazing to be missed.

unripe

2010-04-01T17:29:00.001+08:00

couple weeks ago i saw people eating pies outta green boxes and wondered in disgust about the 'new' flavor. veggie? green beans? green tea? well, turns out to be just a change in their apple pie's packaging..

but dear Mcdonald's, WHY GREEN?

pans and sizzles

2010-03-27T12:59:00.004+08:00

i was always one panic monkey in the kitchen during the home economics classes that we had to take in lower secondary. until now, the only cooking method i know of and can do is boiling.

can't sew too. actually, can't do anything related to home economics right. couldn't be more impatient, couldn't be less interested. thank god for art.

too sticky

2010-03-25T01:56:00.003+08:00

it was chocolate cake with strawberry bits last week, lotsa cookies and a four-layer rainbow cake almost too tall to handle the day before. i don't blame us for baking too much. i blame my sweet tooth for constantly sinking into all things sugary during the whole process.

feeling sick.

do your chain hang low?

2010-03-20T23:38:00.009+08:00

champagne gold and pale pink, not the combination i would usually pick. too dreamy, too princessy but so pretty and perfect for a charm!

now hanging my new toy around my neck wouldn't be such a chore. i'm all willing and doing it with pleasure. ahhhhh that's GIRLS.

babble jabber

2010-03-16T23:58:00.006+08:00

and i've finally abandoned the cave and built a nest in twitterland!

CHIRP CHIRP

it rained strawberries

2010-03-15T12:23:00.008+08:00

ironically, the sun was not an essential for our sunshiny picnic. the fun, the jokes, the laughters and the lovely people were.

click PEEK-TURES (1), PEEK-TURES (2)

berry sorry

2010-03-14T03:31:00.007+08:00

crazed over the cute-looking Blackberry bold 9700 for a over a month or so but in this case, functionality overpowers appearance. joined the fun-loving Apple family instead.

was gonna name my BB 'Baby Bomb', representing some serious sexy shit in my opinion. well now that i no longer need it, any takers?

i've seen prettier witches

2010-03-14T02:09:00.005+08:00

it's disappointing how disgustingly ugly some human beings can be.

we know the end of the world is near when even women can't show some basic courtesy and live up to the general impression that our gender has set by being sugar, spice and everything nice. we are supposed to shit rainbows, ya know?

courtesy. be phony at the first meeting at least!

must be a sign

2010-03-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

my legs go almost completely numb at the end of each long day at work. too much fats weighing down my poor feet perhaps?

SIGH.

colour drool

2010-03-09T23:32:00.011+08:00

i love colours, especially the brighter ones, there is something magical about them. might be the only linkage to enchanted fairy tale dreams where girls skip around in english dresses, houses are made of candies and things are not what they are known to be.

striking neons.. neutral.. cool.. warm.. i love them all. just maybe not so much of the darker shades of green, they scare me a little, just like tortoises.

smooth criminal

2010-02-28T01:15:00.002+08:00

not one of those privileged souls who are blessed with tofu skin, that's why.

not on sugar high

2010-02-26T23:14:00.009+08:00

today, i digested a piece of deliciously creamy news and transformed into wonder girl with an undefeatable high spirit and a curly mustache. i flew! next semester i will be fighting against my allergy towards my least favourite lecturer, i will protect my grades.

feels real good to have an interest and a goal. feels even better to be able to pursue them. the upcoming battles will be all worth fighting, i know. say toodle-oo to lazybones!

what's not to adore?

2010-02-24T02:59:00.012+08:00

image by ♥Hεαr-You-Mε♥ on polyvore.

Happy by NeverShoutNever

(click play and enjoy!)

some of my other favourites from NeverShoutNever that you might wanna check out:
Trouble
I Love You 5
Jane Doe
bigcitydreams
Did It Hurt

they work like doses of 'happy syrup', i'm addicted! simple yet upbeat and extremely delightful, enough said. kudos for good music!

fat crap and everything bad

2010-02-21T22:54:00.006+08:00

awkward angpao moments, excessive snacking and friends' out of control obsession with mahjong. so except for being the perfect excuse to fatten up our wardrobe, chinese new year does no one good!

against nature

2010-02-07T23:48:00.002+08:00

armed with 3 cans of red bull and ready to battle yet another sleepless night. that should give me enough pairs of wings to fly through one full day of school tomorrow!

happy birthday dad

2010-01-29T23:54:00.007+08:00

just an excuse for me to show extra love and gratefulness towards my wise old man. but of course, since the amount he deserves has far exceeded the capacity of a tablespoon, they can never be thoroughly expressed merely through words.

yes sir, three bags full

2010-01-20T21:23:00.003+08:00

bad days and materialism aside. i'd like to think my life is charmed for the many times that i've gotten to fill it up with all sorts of 'good stuff', without even trying. friends, experiences and fun. lucky girl!

we conquer food

2010-01-18T17:08:00.002+08:00

hi, my best friend and i are nerds who call for celebration after successfully breaking through stage one of Oven Break.

this is voltron

2010-01-16T00:17:00.005+08:00

this is my favourite tee and it has been ever since i brought it back home two years ago.

now two years later, i found out not everything that looks like robot is a Transformer and that Voltron is a character from a completely different series. slow?

reality

2010-01-15T03:46:00.009+08:00

original photos taken by Jared, edited by me.

pushing, jumping, rock-on hand signs, shouting, pushing and more pushing. everything you'd expect at a rock concert and probably more - a lesson learnt (definition of 'free-standing zone': misery)

but Billie Joe was rocking out so perfectly right in front of my eyes. amazingly surreal. all worth it!

HEROES

2010-01-13T23:14:00.003+08:00

GREEN DAY'S CONCERT TOMORROW. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW EXCITED I AM???

I'M ABOUT AS EXCITED AS A 14 YEAR OLD BOY FLIPPING THROUGH 10 ISSUES OF MAXIM. no wait, that's being horny.

AH, TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE KICK-ASS, I KNOW!

faded chunk

2009-12-07T11:56:00.014+08:00

HI MY BLOG USED TO TO HAVE SO MANY PRETTY PHOTOS OF RANDOM STUFF AND IT SEEMS LIKE RECENTLY I'VE BEEN WAY TOO BUSY TO TAKE ANYMORE PHOTOS. I AM NOT HAPPY WITH HOW MY BLOG LOOKS LIKE NOW. I AM QUITE SICK OF MY FACE APPEARING ON MOST OF THE ENTRIES. NOT THAT I'M DENYING THE FACT THAT I'M A CAMWHORE, I AM ONE BUT I WANT TO TAKE PHOTOS OF MY SHOES MY MACBOOK MY BED MY CURTAINS MY BOOKS AND EVERY PRETTY LITTLE THING I CAN FIND AT HOME! SHALL DO IT WHEN THE NEXT HOLIDAY COMES. ME WANT PRETTY PHOTOS OF PRETTY STUFF. okay, the end. =)

the sweet children

2009-10-23T20:51:00.008+08:00

i've been hyperventilating for a good week or so over those sweet babies that will guarantee us entries to the undoubtably hottest concert ever to be held in this tiny city!

just as colourful

2009-10-01T19:23:00.013+08:00

"Teenage dreams in a teenage circus
Running around like a clown on purpose
Who gives a damn about the family you come from?
No giving up when you're young and you want some
Running around again
Running from running"

- We Are Golden, Mika

mika and his style which i like and most definitely enjoy. bubbly power pop! =D

september 27

2009-09-28T01:24:00.008+08:00

not a girl, not yet a woman, but still loving life!

i'm thankful for everything and everyone that/who has made me a happy human being most of my nineteen years on earth. =D

click PEEK-TURES

not an eye candy

2009-09-23T23:19:00.006+08:00

lesson learnt: amateurs should never get too excited over newly bought eyeliner and impatiently hurry over to the nearest restroom in the mall to try put it on. you will end up having to spend your day walking around town with one eye the size of a hazelnut and the other, the size of a peanut!

time to master the eyeliner for big bling bling eyes!!

frizz free

2009-09-19T16:18:00.008+08:00

say goodbye to the girl with the electrocuted/damaged/messy looking hair because Miss Neat N. Straight is here to take over.

boring boring boring!

leaped over

2009-09-17T23:58:00.007+08:00

we'll still be the vainest pair of bimbotic girlfriends who most probably might still be talking about botox and cosmetic surgeries at the age of 70.

have another good year ahead, my dear girl!

streeeeeetch

2009-09-14T19:29:00.008+08:00

i would give my two arms and a limp for those pair of legs, she would probably give her life to keep them.

ah FATE, live with it!

orchids speak

2009-09-06T19:16:00.008+08:00

because there's too much fun and laughter, we have no room for the stuck up definition of perfection.

english + chinese + hokkien + cantonese + the essential "lah leh lor".

my friends make singlish such a fun 'language' to speak! ME LIKE!

i barbarian

2009-09-04T21:48:00.006+08:00

this morning on the train, i saw a middle-aged japanese lady talk into the speakers of her headset which was connected to the watch(!!) on her wrist.

i decided to spare her from the tragic fate of being tagged as 'crazy' until i have done a decent search online and....

a whole series of watch phones emerged!

am i the only one left behind by technology?

in a tea cup

2009-09-02T22:56:00.010+08:00

that face, those outfits(!!!) and the voice. Pixie Lott fits the perfect teen image i have in my mind

-young, fresh, talented, stylish and CUTE!

i want to keep her in my pocket please!

summers and smoke

2009-08-31T23:53:00.014+08:00

last day of august was all about being vain with my pretty girl!

click PEEK-TURES

mini mishap

2009-08-24T23:57:00.016+08:00

i have a pea-sized steel ball swimming amongst the food that are being churned in my stomach now because i unintentionally swallowed one of the ball ends of my barbell while greedily munching on ansley's highly recommended mumbo jumbo.

click PEEK-TURES

saturday z monster

2009-08-23T11:36:00.013+08:00

just one can of beer on a sleepy day can turn me into a woozy cooked lobster, a pukey one that is.

we talked, we cam-whored and we ate till our tummy looks inflated. great day if not for some gross human being farting in our faces and leaving us gasping for air while being buried by the crowd. sick, yet amusing.

click PEEK-TURES

myself and i

2009-08-19T23:50:00.005+08:00

today, i went out on a fun date with my ipod. we watched my carrot cake grow a face on it's back and changed a couple of expressions in an hour at coffee bean before puttering around the unfamiliar place.

my first step towards independence! =D

bloodline

2009-08-17T15:34:00.004+08:00

today mom and i got lost at some random market place that she already visited twice beforehand.

now i know who i inherited the bad sense of directions from!

psychopathic

2009-08-15T00:17:00.011+08:00

because i got to choose and the choice was available, the horror movie was definitely prioritized. Orphan was good with valerie and wendy, my usual horror flicks buddies and victims of my sudden scare-attacks.

but why oh why do the recent horror movies all involve stabbing and dying? i miss the good old fashioned supernatural spookiness. i bite my lips, i cover my eyes and ears yet it's pure excitement and i love it.

no gruesome scenes that genuinely scare me to the extent of being shivery please!

liberation

2009-08-12T14:32:00.004+08:00

we muddled through one semester of uninspiring modules and projects, i now declare mission accomplished!

next assignment: rescue my weary eyes from insufficient rest, to SLEEP!

chomp and click

2009-08-10T22:45:00.012+08:00

what do you do in times of stress when u have to head back to school on a holiday just so you can try completing those sickening projects?

i say eat to your heart's content then suck it up and take it like a man. we can do it! =)

corporate populated

2009-08-09T22:46:00.015+08:00

i was working on my project while listening to the NDP program showing on tv when i heard something that stung me, hard.

This is my country, this is my flag

This is my future, this is my life (!)

This is my family, these are my friends

We are Singapore, Singaporeans

the bolded line is a definite spiritual murder. give me a chance to dream!

about time

2009-08-08T11:15:00.005+08:00

project deadlines are drawing close. i'm going to set my inner dork free for a couple of days to catch up on some work that should been started on since the beginning of the semester.

i'm getting this over and done with. i will survive!

bet you didn't realize

2009-08-07T12:50:00.005+08:00

12:34:56PM 07/08/09 (read 123456789)

apparently, i bothered to take a spilt second to note that i was singing and "dancing" to MJ's Wanna Be Starting Somethin' at that very moment. quirky quirk quirk.

little wonders

2009-08-07T11:20:00.007+08:00

today I woke up to this world feeling all cheery. i'm excited about the things i'll get to see, the places i'll get to go in the future. possibilities, with them comes hopes and targets -that's what my mom and dad always say. =)

Milk and marble cake for breakfast! I’m so overwhelmed by this chirpy feeling, I think I’m going to goof off and dance around the room for a while!

operation beautiful

2009-08-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

Monica said, "I left this note a box of Slimfast bars in the store today. I was in the store yesterday watching a lady look at them and I wanted to tell her something, but I didn’t think it was appropriate. It just kills me because I used to starve myself on those stupid bars. Years later I’m still trying to learn how to lose weight in a healthy way… Treat yourself well with healthy, yummy food and love your body just as you are!"

Elizabeth wrote, “I’m 13 years old. My friend is always having trouble with her verbally abusive boyfriend who always tells her she’s fat and ugly, when really, she’s very pretty. I’m putting this in her locker tomorrow–anonymously.”

- all taken from operationbeautiful.com

fighting the evil words of unnecessary criticism with the kind and encouraging ones. this is probably one of the best websites in existence. thank you for sharing it, natalie! =)

we are the children

2009-07-31T23:57:00.009+08:00

two trips made to vivo in two consecutive days with the identities of two MJ enthusiasts. we witnessed the live tribute dance put up by dear singaporeans and caught the old moonwalker film on big screen(!).

the excitement must have been too much to contain, turning me into an aggressive carnivore for the night. my burp stinks of carl’s jr's beef chilli cheese fries and cold storage's hotdog and pork rib -all from dinner. fanatic?

recollection

2009-07-27T22:04:00.005+08:00

the old neglected pair of high cut converse chuck taylor that I dug out from the shoe cabinet the other day to rescue me from the tragic fate of having to wear my pair of polka-dotted vans that has become too shabby to be worn out often.

took me 3 or 4 years, I may be a little too slow in realizing it’s appeal but I’m loving this and my black low-top chucks now.

converse > vans!

monkey business

2009-07-25T19:05:00.015+08:00

not exactly a slumber party but we had milk, strawberries, girl talk, goofy moments and fun!

a friend like this makes me feel like the luckiest and happiest kid on earth. the doting parents' only child is not missing out on anything, feels like she has a sister! no actually, i have 2! (yes valerie, it's you)

blessed =)

PEEK-TURES

yesterday's heroine

2009-07-25T18:43:00.007+08:00

the envelope is undeniably much better looking than the letter that's lying inside but i hope you like both just as much. hand-drawn and (untidily) handwritten, 100% made with love!

HAVE ANOTHER GOOD YEAR, WENDY! =)

snooze and smile

2009-07-22T17:04:00.011+08:00

i like coming home early from school. it means no traffic, a cold cup of HL milk in my mcdonald's coke glass before smacking my sleeping mask on and snuggling under my big warm blanket for a nap.

the lazy wednesdays.

drop it like it's hot (not)

2009-07-20T00:01:00.004+08:00

it’s like the bald headed monster has cast a spell on me, my thick weighty hair lessened by half within the past 3 months. the nerve racking part? i'm not even exaggerating.

what is happening!?

do do dodo do

2009-07-17T23:54:00.001+08:00

Wonder Why by Julian Perretta

been wanting to share this for months but I kept forgetting.
It’s one of those upbeat songs that lighten the spirits. makes me happy everytime it's being played!

click play and enjoy! =)

(be patient, wait for it to load alright)

stolen identity

2009-07-14T23:24:00.028+08:00

"All greatness of character is dependent on individuality. The man who has no other existence than that which he partakes in common with all around him, will never have any other than an existence of mediocrity."

-James F. Cooper

individuality. to me it's vital, a necessity in life.

doesn't matter if you're the silly, easy-going one or the cool, witty one. Start transforming into somebody else and you know you've lost everything - by losing yourself. be who you are and stick to your believes. be distinctive.

cheers to each and every individual soul in the world! =)

icon inspired

2009-07-13T15:41:00.008+08:00

scans found on www.kaelasroom.blogspot.com

chic + MJ's coolness = AWESOME.

you gotta agree he's timeless, his music AND style!

since fairies couldn't come

2009-07-12T14:37:00.017+08:00

sugar treats are my substitutes for pixie dust. i've been injecting more sugar into my body than usual. they're all i need in my life right now to help keep my spirits up even though the good feelings last only as long as the candies last inside my mouth.

gaining a lot of weight here but the chewing is not going to stop!

nine years

2009-07-11T16:28:00.012+08:00

Lucky is not in the house anymore. A part of me didn’t want to fight for him to stay because I can’t bear the thought of having to be around to see him pass when his time comes. selfish. i didn't even say goodbye this morning. i couldn't.

I miss him so much, my little brother.

been happy for too long

2009-07-09T22:01:00.020+08:00

I thought I sealed them off but every single issue that i’ve once felt troubled about is coming back to haunt me. so many things are happening and i have so many issues to deal with, my mind is in a whirl.

I’ve been an emotional wreck for the past couple of weeks. I feel like I can cry anytime, anywhere and oh yes, I can! I wish I could just turn to someone but I feel ashamed for being such a crybaby sometimes, I really do.

need time to get over all these crap. until then, the usual happy self is taking time-off to re-energize. guess she has her breakdown too huh?

just disappear

2009-07-06T11:56:00.005+08:00

sitting in class and listening to the annoying man nag and brag about how good he is and looking at that maddening smirk on his face as he speaks. Oh the reason for Monday blues!

zip it

2009-07-03T23:47:00.010+08:00

I don’t care if I have to pinch myself or stuff a sock in my mouth; I’m kicking the habit of swearing.

no more unnecessary vulgarisms!

the tee

2009-07-01T22:24:00.010+08:00

typed, printed, snipped and rolled by yours truly but text inspiration credit goes to www.unifclothing.com

dancing and singing along to MJ's tunes. they're gifts from him to us and it's only right that we do not neglect their purpose. enjoy them. =)

gone too soon -MJ

2009-06-27T20:57:00.012+08:00

what saddens me as much as losing MJ was some people's late realization of how great of a musician/person he was. they've forgotten or perhaps have never realized the reason why and how the king of pop earned his title and the good deeds he had done with his fame. ridiculous tabloids overshadowed everything.

people tried so hard to tear him down while he's around and only turn mocks into praises now that he's gone. why? why didn't they recognize his enormous talent before? why did they have to make this sweet guy a miserable man?

been on a crying jag for the past two days. i've never cried this hard and this much for a person i've never met. i love MJ very much and i feel bad that such a wonderful person has to leave this way -so sudden and still misunderstood by some. guess one of the reasons why i wished he did his last concert was for people to be reminded of how truly amazing he really was.

goodbye to the most talented, loving, pure and beautiful soul known. R.I.P

michael jackson

2009-06-27T00:50:00.008+08:00

the devastating news didn't hit me hard right away. it took me quite some time to digest and to really understand what we've lost, what the world has lost. Michael Jackson wasn't just a King of Pop, he was a beautiful soul, an angel who tried to mend this wounded world with his music and his generosity. extremely talented, kind, gentle and pure, he was an all-rounded superhero. all the more reason for my tears to flow.

i remember the crazy idolizing days when i would glue my eyes to the computer screen for hours doing nothing but reading up on MJ's life and his music and being totally mesmerized while watching his videos on youtube.

it became an obsession for a period of time.

i would babble non-stop about how amazing the legend was and even recorded myself singing and repeating "annie are you okay? so annie are you okay? are you okay, annie?" on friends' cell phones and setting it as their alarm tone.

i wanted so much to watch him perform at his last concert even if it's just via dvd. watching the king end his career he way he should -with glory, support and respect from all his fans whom he had brought joy and inspirations to for so many years.

this is sad. really really sad.

a day ago, music lost a genius, charity lost a loyal supporter, humanity lost a beautiful soul but heaven found it's lost angel.

nobody else can pull off a MJ stunt but the man himself. nobody can do it like MJ did.

thank you for everything you gave us.

sweetened clouds

2009-06-24T23:53:00.007+08:00

2 games of chubby bunny with mingling and I’m the ultimate big-mouthed winner! =)

heatwave

2009-06-21T14:29:00.005+08:00

the boiling weather is almost intolerable. Until I’m rich enough to build an ice palace, I shall survive on air conditioners and handmade paper fans that all seem to be no match for the scorching sun. oh boy!

alfresco

2009-06-20T22:36:00.009+08:00

that was one real picnic with homemade food, teas, fruits, (unsuccessful) kite flying and friends. =)

more pictures on facebook when i have the time.

intoxicated mess

2009-06-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

my incapability to stomach liquor was proven yet again last night. Obviously not a good drunk too. it was hell with all the head spinning and throwing up, didn’t feel good at all. Coca-cola and orange juice next time!

venom

2009-06-14T22:51:00.001+08:00

rage seemed to have concealed all the good memories and apparently it’s a job well done because I can’t remember them at all. this angry ego needs to disappear.

T by Alexander Wang

2009-06-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

(www.lagarconne.com)

(left) baggy athletic tank (right) mini pocket tank

gorgeous.

melting sugar

2009-06-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

cotton candy - one of my favorite snacks from the pasar malam. can never resist it, or anything sugary for that matter. lip smacking!

cartoon

2009-06-03T23:32:00.001+08:00

shikin and I found a better use of toon boom during class. way more fun than doing all the brain killing animations!

230 bites

2009-05-30T02:49:00.003+08:00

finally back from myanmar, the laughing pill was missed!

so was the homeboy who is as bad at tolerating alcohol as me. if not, even weaker!

pearly whites

2009-05-21T23:16:00.014+08:00

recurrent nightmares about having all my teeth fall out have been kinda disturbing. a whole list of possibilities emerged when i did a search online but here are 3 that i find able to better relate to.

Fear of Death and Growing Old

Think about when teeth fall out in waking life -- when children become adults and when adults begin aging. Therefore, losing teeth in dreams may be symbolic of fears of growing old or fears of death, and may occur when one is ill, nearing a milestone birthday, or preoccupied with mortality for some reason, such as during the death or illness of a loved one.

Tooth Loss Dreams as Fear of Change

Fear of change is one of the top fears many people have and this fear is reflected in dreams of losing teeth. Given that waking life tooth loss is associated with transition, dreams of tooth loss may symbolize fear of change -- especially involuntary change such as a job loss or a failed relationship. Lost teeth can be symbols of a loss in life representing the fear accompanying the change.

Symbol of Powerlessness

In many dreams of teeth falling out, the dream starts with just one tooth falling out followed by the rest. Dreamers often try to stop the teeth from coming out but to no avail. These dreams may signify a waking life situation that one feels powerless to change or stop.

(http://psychology.suite101.com/article.cfm/teeth_falling_out_in_dreams)

might or might not be true but i always knew i'm slightly (or maybe very much) gerascophobic. didn't expect it to be connected to these frightening nightmares though. i thought i have my first growing wisdom tooth to blame.

whatever it is, i just hope the nightmares stop coming. being toothless is not a very pretty sight ya'know.

number 5

2009-05-16T21:12:00.004+08:00

what makes a happy friday?

1) meeting up with friends who speak a colorful language and trying to talk each other into buying a $55 umbrella.

2) a new wallet.

3) $6 cheap steals from Diva.

4) FRIDAY itself makes it pleasant. no school for the next two days, slackers!

something different

2009-05-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

getting a new phone was a big decision considering the fact that losing around 10 phones in 5 years did leave me in doubt about my sense of responsibility when it comes to taking care of my belongings.

that is exactly why i prefer having cheap phones now or rather, not change my phone at all. but since i haven't lost any in the past year, i think it's fair to give myself another chance.

this time I ditched my fetish for white and went ahead with getting a pink phone. hope it doesn't stick the word 'bimbotic' on me!

refrigerate

2009-05-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

i've been indulging my sweet tooth in a lot of oreo cookies recently. i can practically finish 15 packets in 2 days, sick or what! twist it, lick it, dunk it, eat it and LOVE IT!

another current addiction would be the black-current & aloe vera juice which officially joined coca-cola, plain water and HL milk as my best loved beverages.

in fact, i think it has replaced coca-cola as my all-time-favorite drink!

art or science

2009-05-05T22:38:00.005+08:00

since when did drawing become so theoretical?

all these restrictions and aims for perfection are driving me crazy. i don't even enjoy it anymore.

alive -a life.

2009-04-29T22:19:00.011+08:00

went for the blood donation drive in school this afternoon. my first time and i'm rather proud of myself even though i had a whole room of strangers laughing at me when i couldn't stop giggling during my turn.

and wow. my blood flowed out on a high-speed. it took me less than five minutes to fill the whole packet. i like to guess that i have a pretty good blood circulation in my system.

if anyone is wondering, the whole process didn't hurt the slightest bit. =)

go sissies, go!

year 2 -sem 1 -week 1

2009-04-24T23:21:00.009+08:00

first week of school is always fun. it won't matter if we ignore the lecturers, are totally distracted and are just goofing around the class. no pressure, no pressure at all.

we might have played a little too much, not that i really care though. in fact, i can see myself as a bag of lazybones for the whole of this semester. 4 modules and i'm not even a bit interested in any of them.

magic fingers

2009-04-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

seems like i've finally applied a thin coat of feminism on myself by painting my usually unpolished nails.

kinda got sucked into it after wendy brought me to my first ever manicure session. poor manicurist had a hard time doing my teeny weeny mini nails. trying to let them grow now!

guess mom's delighted since she has been nagging me to do my nails forever. look at the bottles of nail polish she got me last week.

sloppy and bare

2009-04-18T23:24:00.007+08:00

low maintenance day spent with val and wendy over at my house just munching away on food and watching some telly.

school's starting in two days, we need to reenergize.

blissed out

2009-04-17T23:56:00.007+08:00

today, i'm on the tip of the sunny side of life!

funny how simple things can trigger such major sense of contentment.

my last few pennies were spent worthwhile by doing something nice for my folks once in a while and totally out of the blue. chewing on frozen duck meat with the girls and destructing our -already weak- elegant egos made me very happy too! =)

inattentive

2009-04-16T23:44:00.004+08:00

refinement is as far away from me as pluto is to earth. why?

- stubby fingers [check]

- nails of a boy [check]

- unintentionally have pink nails on the right hand and purple nails on the left.

(and having absolutely no awareness of the mistake made until all 10 fingers were painted) [check]

need to learn how not to be so easily distracted.

without thorns

2009-04-15T02:42:00.006+08:00

six girls slumbered in the daylight and got tipsy at nightfall.

ice cream, chocolates, chips, jellos, hotdogs, mashed potatoes, flavored drinks and good fun!

peach plum pear

2009-04-06T02:34:00.002+08:00

i'm just saying this holiday has been a fruitful one with so many first-times.

pink not red

2009-03-30T23:04:00.004+08:00

after a week of absence, they walked in on me munching on chips, watching hi-5 and enjoying it.

yes, i'm an oddball. i like watching hi-5.

with a smile and a song

2009-03-24T21:10:00.008+08:00

i woke up this morning to warm kisses of sunbeams and a very messy room. to do this beautiful day some justice, i spent time puttering about in the house, doing a little bit of housework, taking pictures and rolling on bed.

sweet!

oblivious sunshine

2009-03-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

sudden crave this morning so i took an orange out from the fridge but spent a good minute goggling at it.

i realized two things:

1) i've never peeled one. 2) the smell of orange rind that remains on the hands is nasty.

solitary and absentminded

2009-03-22T13:51:00.010+08:00

mom and dad are out for the week, leaving me home alone with responsibility as my companion. responsibility of keeping Lucky alive by remembering to feed him and to clean up after he poops. since 'remember' is the keyword here, i hope he lives up to his name.

good luck, Lucky =)

smooched by vanity

2009-03-19T01:11:00.004+08:00

i bought myself a one way ticket to travel down a path that goes in loop. now i'm back to where i started.

the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence but time tells. xanga lost it's appeal and it's just not that fun anymore. i need total control of the layout of my blog. i want pretty fonts and pretty pictures.

all hail blogspot!

hokum amigo

2009-03-18T22:20:00.006+08:00

from kids to awkward teens and now on the verge of stepping into the ugly world of adulthood, we're in the springtime of life. still cute, still smiling, still feeling the excitement!

HELLO BEN!

batman's on the move

2009-03-17T15:23:00.004+08:00

my personal clock went haywire, seems like it's mistaking daytime for the night and making me transform into one of those nocturnal animals, if not, a panda. either way, it's not good news. not when i'm trying to prevent gaining any of those unattractive fats, which i already have too much of, hanging on my face, arms and thighs. argh!

i promised to do something to jf's guitar case the other day but ideas has yet to pop up in my wonderland-up-there. black spaces are so alluring.

anyway, can u believe we're already halfway into march?!